I meditate. I burn candles. I drink green tea...............and still I want to smack someone.

Sunday, February 27, 2005

Not a good day

That was yesterday. i don't know why but everything and everyone was getting on my nerves, including myself. and i just didn't want to do anything, yet i wanted to do everything. i didn't have anyone to do anything with, which bugged me, but it was such a nice day out i had to do something. then i was bitching cause i didn't know what i wanted to do. i know what i SHOULD have done, but i didn't want to do that LOL. so it was a no win situation for me. i did work out, and i did feel better. but then when i went home i was in the same predicament, cause the old man *that is my father* was just getting on my nerves. i guess i was in one of those *don't talk to me modes* but of course no one knows that unless i tell them then they get pissy cause i want to be left alone. *sigh*

although i did go through my old workout logs because i'm trying to increase my workouts. nice to see the actual measurements but i think i've measured wrong on my own. i know my waist didn't get bigger but the number says so. i mean not that i don't know WHERE my waist is, but it is WHERE you measure. sheesh such technicalities. so i think i measured too low. i guess i could write them here but i'm not HAHA! from March of 2003 i've come to lose:

2 inches off the bust *that's a good thing though*
5 inches off the hip areas *yippee*
1 1/2 inches off the thigh area
almost 20 pounds *19 to be exact*
1 inch gain on biceps
2 inch gain on waist *but i have to recheck my measurements can't be right when my clothes fit better*
no change in calves* actually went down but back to start measurement*
and seeing those numbers really helps in keeping going, trust me. so anyhow, i have lost two clothes sizes so i know i'm doing good! just gotta keep it up and after being sick i hadn't gone for a bit. hate that. takes me off my routine. but i'm back on!! and like i said when i work out i just feel better, changes my mood at least for a little while. i guess i am comin up on another monthly visit, just hate when the mood gets too bad. i know, some of ya can't relate, except collaterally. LOL. but for anyone who cares, i still got a nice butt, or so i'm told, my best feature besides my legs ='.'=~

2 comments:

kimmyk said...

mornin shickie shickie! wtg you on your inches lost! i think when people look at someone anyways they see inches and not pounds don't you? Like you would say "I think she's a size 5 or 6" and not "betcha she weights 145 pounds". So good for you! Maybe you're just hormonal like every other woman...or maybe you're having risidual effects of the card at the old bf's house still...anyhoo--hope today is a better day for ya!

Firestarter5 said...

"i still got a nice butt"

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