O what a day

It figures. I've been jobless for close to six months, after being laid off, which was good cause then i felt like i was suckin all the unemployment out of my previous boss. but then i was getting nervous at the new year cause i was getting tons of interviews but no bites after that. so then i get this job at the county, which is temporary mind you and low paying. ok fine. i need something. so then i get calls the week i start working from places i sent resumes to 2 weeks prior. ok so i had off friday anyway so i schedule the interviews. now they both want me. one is part time the other is full time. i told the part time i really wanted the flexibility but now the full time one is offering me much more money. OMG DECISIONS DECISIONS.

it wouldn't be so bad, if the doctor *the part time position* was a jackass, but they were really nice. i met his wife, his daughter and the office on the interview. the best interview i've ever had. but i know i will be leaving in 5 months anyway so i don't even want to start. they are too nice. *yes i'm a softie, ON occasion*

the full time one i don't mind, but then i can't finish one class this term. and i can save up $$$ before i leave, close to $8,000 if i don't spend a lot. i'm pretty sure what i'm going to do. it's just i hate to have to say no to the part timer, as i was really vying for the job anyhow cause i really thought i wouldn't get it. hell i hadn't gotten any others from people before.

and to top it off i had to say i was out of town and told a white lie to kind of put the doctor off cause i hadn't heard from the other full time job yet LOL.

o well. i have to watch out and take care of me, cause lordy knows i'm too old for a sugar daddy now i guess. so i'll painfully tell the nice people i'm declining........