Amusing myself

i crack me up. i don't care what anyone says/thinks, i just like to amuse myself sometimes. i just giggle to myself, crack me up. hey i don't see anyone else doin it? o i laugh at myself too. hell i even do the head shake, eye roll. of course i even call my self a dumbass but i guess i shouldn't do that too much. so no excuses for birthday gifts! nah actually i really don't want anything from anyone. just another year older, why celebrate it? if anything, celebrate me living til the next day. yea yea fine fine, cheapasses!

i've had freakin sinus issues the past two days and today my legs hurt, probably from too much stress that all just now leaving since i'm done with classes for the term. now i have new stresses *hands* we won't go there. i did get some prints done and was wasting time playing word games. i love word games. i'm not the greatest but i love em. i just love words *hands up* yea i know weird, whatEVER. i shouldn't play too long then i get addicted. and seeing as i have so much other shit to do, i.e. PACK!, CLEAN!, SELL CRAP!, PHOTGGRAPH MY PORTFOLIO!, SCAN MY PHOTOS *sorry ruu I HAVE them here just didn't scan em yet!* i should have refrained. but this was i guess my way of celebratin--vegging out. i'm not boozing it up and i wasn't going to go out lookin for a booty call pfft. so i play word games, or poker but didn't feel like doing that. but there also this neato scrabble game that you play in email. not as good as real time, but then again gives you much more time to think up words.

ya know, i really hate sharing a computer. for one thing, he puts crap on here and doesn't know WTF it is, then will all the crap he doesn't know what he's downloading, there's more crap attached. o we have virus, firewall, etc. but the past week this computer has been running or something in the background, something's running. i can hear it. no it's not the fan. and pages take like FOREVER to load. and i have dsl. and the start up?? PFFFRPTT, don't even get me started on that. i can't wait to get my notebook/laptop.