Just Damn

i wanted to change my template and it says that anything i added won't be there. %#@$*
wish i knew more about this stuff!
anyhoodles, i keep getting the freakin Cannot find server this morning. it's REALLY irritating. you betcha.......i'm gonna be wordy again this mornin hehe. i guess i just have too much stuff up in my head.

i got stung by a wasp once. the f*cker landed on my arm, i swear i didn't do a damn thing to it, and it walked around as i watched and then outta no where, it stung me. so you guessed it.

i squished it

i waved it's dead body around so it's compadres would know i meant business.

i'm not allergic to bee stings, but here's a remedy i came across--
Bee stings: scrape the stinger with a card to remove the poison sac, then pull it out; ice it, then apply cortisone cream of past of meat tenderizer and water

i don't get swimmer's ear but here's some info in case you or someone you know is prone to it:
Swimmer’s ear: 50/50 mix of rubbing alcohol and white vinegar and put few drops after swimming

Got blisters?: goop Vaseline then put on socks, or a band-aid/moleskin; if it pops, apply antibiotic cream

i don't get poison ivy

amazing i know.

early in my relationship with my ex, i scoped out his property, with shorts on, hiking boots. went all over. in the woods. gone for a while. came back and he's like uh "did you walk around the woods?" ME: "um yep why?" HIM: "well then did you avoid the poison ivy" ME: "uh nope" HIM: "well then you got it" ME: "uh i don't get poison ivy" HIM: "you don't" ME: "nope i could roll around it in naked for hours and i won't get it, lucky me eh?" I blame it on my cursed skin, i had seriously dry skin as a kid, had to walk around with thick ass cream on, nassy. so yea i walk through poison ivy and i seem to be immune. he gets it just LOOKING at it. i don't know about oak/sumac, but here's a tidbit:

Poison ivy/oak/sumac: IvyBlock prior to going out; don’t touch your body or someone else's if you have it, easy to spread; scrub with soap and water, wash clothes; if rash develops use cool, wet compresses and hydrocortisone cream


What I’m listening to: Tom Jones, yes I just like his voice and music! Thunderball and She’s a Lady, ah just love it. Even the Kiss, hey I like Prince’s version but TJ just has the VOICE

What I’m eating: cheerios, banana (they don’t agree with me anymore, unless they are ripe bleck, but I eat them anyway), coffee, life saver wintergreen mints, not sure what to have for lunch---I’m having flounder for dinner, but I could use some mussels for lunch YUM!

What I’m feeling: o I don’t know yet, I had to work yesterday, but I didn’t mind because 1) I would like the OT, 2) everyone is home 3) it looks like rain, thought about working today but going to get some steaks for the ex and pick up my new high dollar fancy phone he found at 6 Flags (people will never learn that anything they have in their pockets will get slung off on a rollercoaster, i got some cool shit i tell ya hehe)

What I’m wearing: overall shorts with my Cinderella Went to the Ball, I’m Kicking it Tshirt (from my soccer days!), Teva sandals (THE best!), cotton candy pink thong hehe

I just might sit and watch movies all day. I got stuff to do, but heck it’s a 3 day weekend. I only have a few James Bond movies, but I want them ALL. Now I’m not a trivia fan, just like the movies. I don’t know every stat about them like some freaks er people lol. Hmmm my coworker and I have been having a discussion about Jean Claude Van Damme (aka MY man) and Steven Seagal (aka HER man). So maybe I’ll watch my movies hehe. Although I could use a few more, my collection is not complete….or I could watch my Angel series. I’m feelin hmmm vampish *hehe

Some interesting websites I’ve come across:

I like enutrition.com, get my supplements there as well as vitaminshoppe. there’s one actually here now so I just drive on up. Eatright.org and olen.com/food are interesting. The olen one is where you can look up anything or just about that you eat at fast food and find out it’s calorie/fat/etc content. I have a book actually that I won from some challenges we had at our gym. EXTREMELY enlightening. I try my hardest to steer clear from that stuff, but some days I just HAVE to have something. So I give in. hey I used to eat that crap a lot, and yes it is crap shiver I can just feel it take forever to digest and it upsets my stomach now when I DO have it. So hard to get out of a habit I tell ya.
Realage.com this has probably been floating around before but here goes again if so. I was watching one of the news channels that was interviewing a couple of authors of some book, which I forgot the name of but they were talking about what you can control regarding aging, your body, your mind etc. so I took it. I took it a while ago and I forgot my results. I thought it was less than my actual age. Now they are the same. Hmmm things I need to work on……..well I will be leaving this house (hopefully) so I won’t be around second hand smoke (cough, COUGH, thank gAWD), um I suppose I should wear my seatbelt more often (yea yea). Some other minor things, but changes that could reduce my real age. We’ll see.

More and more, I guess because I’m mid-30s, people question me as to why I’ve never been married. As well as have no kids. Or why I don’t want them (because I don’t). um what’s it to ya? I feel like asking? Instead I ask, “why did you get divorced?” and I say um that’s one reason why I didn’t get married, if it’s a valid reason. I CHOOSE not to have kids 1) because I can, but 2) because I just don’t want them. I like my independence, I like that I can do whatever and when I want, almost since I have a four-legged kid. But I believe, if you choose to have a child or more, that your life is to nurture and help that child grow, learn, etc. and I see just too many idiots having children that still think they can lead the lives they did as a teen, or as a single person, or whatever. Granted I’m not saying you can’t do some things, but to me, in my opinion, if you have a child, whether by accident (which uh there shouldn’t be any reason for an accident but *hands up* whatever) or by choice, your life at that point is to take care of that child until it can get out of the house on its own. I could go on about others but I will stick to me. So, I don’t want to change my life to raise a kid. I’m not sorry about it. At least I’m being honest about it. Hey I know way back in the biblical days I suppose our goal was to procreate. Well look at the world today will ya? I think it’s time to cut back. So, I choose not to add to the gene pool. Because 1) I don’t have confidence in my and whoever the father’s genes that it will come out decent, 2) because I don’t want to raise a child in this society since well I can only control so much and have to depend on the outside influences to help shape my kid 3) I don’t want to be responsible for someone else. Basically that's it in a nutshell. I hear that i would be a good mom. i have my doubts, i feel i'd be more like a dictator or something, which i'm not sure i'd like. i believe in physical punishment, and to my astonishment apparently it's a law you can't *spank* your kid? i gotta research that one. the problem these days, these kids don't have the fear of god, mom/dad, buddha, whatever you want to call it, but they have no discipline. it's a shame. now granted maybe i'm saying this because i'm older, but if time outs don't work, i'm all for slapping him/her upside the head! now i'm not talking abuse. there's a huge difference. i don't believe in beating something in or outta ya, i don't believe in drawing blood *that's for other activities hehe*, and i don't believe in torture, neglect, or downright awful treatment. but shit i knew not to get caught, and if i did, i knew i was gonna get a spanking, and i turned out fine *head twitch*

dang gotta hit the showers.......