I meditate. I burn candles. I drink green tea...............and still I want to smack someone.

Saturday, August 06, 2005

Where to start

i sit here and i have so much to do.....yet i don't know where to start! horrible isn't it?!?! i am feeling sooooooo much better after my massage. my back is practically ache free. thank god! so now i have a million and one things to do. yet i don't want to do any of it LOL. sad too eh?? it's not a nice day out so i have no excuse to go out and hike. although i still will but that will have to be later. must.......do..........work.......i would go to work since i missed on monday but then there won't be much to do on monday and i hate not having work to do at work. i'm feelin a tad bit lonely today for some reason. i talked to my best friend yesterday after a week and a half. we usually talk weekly. i miss hanging out with her. she is in maryland while i moved down here. i keep trying to get her to at least visit LOL. i had a personal listed, just to get a couple of dates but i don't see the sense in starting something here when i'm moving in a month and a half. i got a bunch of bites, but i don't want to pay for the service when i probably won't use it much. had someone i was talking to for a bit til i went out of town and not sure what happened there. i wouldn't mind some company, to hang out or what not but then i have to deal with the good bye crap and i ain't good with that and some people don't get it when you tell em. so not sure what my issue is today. i will head up to print some photos i think since my father lost the cd for my freakin scanner. *sigh* and i'll hike some. that always makes me feel better. especially when i see deer or whatnot. no matter how many deer i see, i still love seeing them. ok off to business i suppose

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