Here I am

on my first saturday, well after moving my crap in, in savannah and i have nothing to do really. so what do i do? blog LOL. and go in paltalk for trivia. sick? i know. pathetic too. i'm eating a nasty burger from hardees (my god i can't tell ya when i last ate one of those) and it was ok. just i need to not start the fast food shit again LOL. but i so wanted their cookies and cream shake. and what do i get told when i ask for it? they are OUT of cookies and cream?!?!?!?! WTF, there's a kroger right a few yards away, take ya fat ass, get the damn hydrox cookies, i'm not picky i don't need oreos, and get ya some cream and make me a fuckin shake!!!!

i really need it.

although i'm thinkin i need somethin more "adult" like.

have to dig in one of my boxes for my liquor haha.

the house full of three boys and a girl and two dogs and 2 women and a guy? crazy to say the least. i did go to the classroom and start my project, which as you can see from the previous post i didn't wanna. but i couldn't stay here that's for sure. but now i'm here, the other two adults went to some function, the kids are pawned off on some poor relative (i declined to do it which i changed my mind but then my sister was like forget it, fine i say, i did say i could watch the kids but i wasn't going to do this every damn weekend) so anyhoo here i am, almost alone. it's really nice out. but alas i'm watchin my expenses, so here i sit. which isn't too bad. i'm homeworked out right now, but will get to the reading here shortly. i like quiet. i also would have liked to have a friend around, but i don't foresee makin too many friends this term. i guess i'm not a people person. o i talk to people but the age difference is quite a leap. least maybe in my upper level classes it won't be as bad. *sigh*

at target my sister niece and i were lookin at halloween crap. now that i broke my high dollar phone, i had to resort to going back to the previous one until i get to the homefront to get the other one fixed, and it still has the halloween theme song on it for ring tone haha! but anyway, we were lookin at halloween crap and we see a bunch of hanging things that say different things. you put them on the front door or somewhere similar, but of course you have welcome and then there's happy halloween and go away. of course i was like i need this one (the one that says go away) and my sister is like o0o0 i want this one (welcome). well i guess that sums us up eh? she was all like "you hate people why" blase blase. i'm like i don't hate people, but they annoy me more and more. and i have a few great friends, not much she can say about that, although her phone rings all the damn time, her bf calls all damn day ha! so i'm like, it's not that i don't like people, i don't trust them. i hate the phony shit. i see these *soccer moms* that i meet through my sister because of my niece, and i'm like, could ya lay on the phoniness a LITTLE MORE. i just can't stand it. call me cynical, cause that's what i am.