I meditate. I burn candles. I drink green tea...............and still I want to smack someone.

Thursday, June 29, 2006

One of those Weird days

I got up late. Although I shouldn't have since the past week they have been working downstairs starting at 6:30 AM!!

WTF is that?!?! I am unsure if I am going to bitch about it to her. Maybe I will not leave my rent check, therefore forcing her to come to my apartment for it. THen I might mention something. I haven't decided yet. Because I actually do get up shortly after that, but that's not the point. Isn't there a law about working before and after a certain time? Has to be. I know there is for telemarketers. But then again isn't it just common courtesy>>???? Now I know most construction places work at 7:00 am. But 6 FUCKING 30, basically the crack of dawn?!?! This best not happen on my days off I tell ya. Thank goodness I have been meditating again. It does help.

But I also had some weird fucking ass dreams last night. Now I try not to eat past 7:00pm but sometimes it can't be helped. I worked out before I ate so it was around 7:30-8ish. Not too bad. I did have a mean batch of king crab legs. Damn they were good. And my obligatory ice cream oreo sandwich hehe. They are so fucking good. Anyway, I didn't eat after that. So unsure on why the weirdness in my dreams.

I had a dream, that my best friend's son looked and acted like his uncle (who was my *first long term boyfriend*). And that he was crawling around on the floor with a pet dog I had. He was just acting weird. Then I dreamed I met a man, he was fucking good looking, and hot, yet very fucking hyper. He went from zero to all over me on the first meeting. I mean literally all over me. Like at dinner he would sit ON me, then LAY on me, while at dinner with like my sister and shit. But he would kind of do it all fast, like he needed a double dose of Ritalin and a shot of Valium. No sex in my dream, just weird shit like that. Granted I like to be close to my men but not ON me like white on rice sheesh. So then he would come to my house (it was still a beach house type but a lot nicer than what I am in now haha) and come into the bathroom while I was on the toilet. Now I don't mind too much once I've been seeing someone for a while but this guy I just met remember. I don't remember much else besides the fact that I remember peeing in the toilet and that woke me up and I prayed I wasn't really peeing in bed haha! NOt that it's ever happened but it was so real ya know? Anyway, my bladder was full so I had to make a mad dash to the bathroom. So that probably woke me up. It usually does, but in the middle of the night, I feel like I have to vomit my bladder is so full. Yea weird I know. I tend to drink too much damn water before I go to bed.

ANYway.....it was just weird. I haven't had one of those weird dreams in a while. Granted I need to get rid of these photos I found of the first ex. Not that I have feelings for him or anything because that was so long ago and I don't feel anything but maybe sadness for him. But maybe all these old photos I have are making my mind work in weird ways.

Ok I missed my first class due to the fact that I woke up way late today, but I must have needed it. I haven't been taking the best care of myself of late. WIth the low blood pressure and trying to work out without eating properly is taking its toll. So I hope to get back on track after this weekend. JUST waiting on the loan money. Can't do much without it ya know>?>??>

Have to head back to Atlanta this weekend to pick up a few things from the G-man's barn. I needed some things that I forgot last time. Plus this is a good visit with a friend from Tennessee. Since neither of us can take too much time off we will meet in the middle. I wanted to go to the Georgia Aquarium but......$$$. G-man says Six Flags has tickets but apparently they aren't releasing them or some shit like that. So I'll wait........

OFf to finish my exhibition review on a Russian painter. I liked it.

Til next time.......

1 comment:

Robb said...

Have a good 4th! I enjoyed playing with your monkey.