Procrastination LIVES!

as always, with me. i should be reading and doing a two-page essay, but i love fucking off.

anyway....i of course didn't have my camera and could have taken a shot of this HOT guy that came into the Atlanta Bread Company. Of course he was in the Coast Guard. Which of course brought back memories. Damn I hate that. Just that he was too fine looking to not keep looking for a bit. He actually looked like this guy I was supposed to meet when he came down in May but I never kept in touch....damn hope it wasn't him. But anyway just made me remember the guy I met from the Coast Guard a few years back, and the guy in the navy. The guy from the CG was um, way too hairy, but he was such a nice guy...I remember the squid because this guy at ABC was F-I-N-E fine in the body department. Had an excellent physique. The squid had the perfect (almost) body, so that's why I was reminded of him......hope he didn't go back to his wife.......

Ok enough reminiscing. BOB is half dead and until I can shop or get a "gift" I'm on my own so better not work myself up.

My head is killing me. I don't know if it is the way I"m sleeping or if I'm stressing but the back of my head is tense. And now I will have to get a massage, which I don't mind but would rather not spend too much money right now. I am loading it up with sports gel but that's just not cutting it. Heating up my flax seed pillow is not working either.

Venting: my niece has returned Monday from visiting the sperm donor for summer visitation and my sister wants me to babysit on Friday for her damn date. Now I know you people with children want to go out, on a date with whether it be your husband or a new boyfriend if you arent' married, but you see, when my sister says a few hours, the past few times she wouldn't come in until 5 am. So I reamed her out, because that's not respectful. Would she do that with a non-family babysitter? Probably. Maybe. NO? Well then she shouldn't do that with me. SO i'm hesitant to babysit, although I do like having my niece to hang out with.

Stupid things I saw today: Now granted I know children and old people tend to get away with a lot, but this old lady decided to park her car under a tree at a restaurant. Well the tree wasn't over a parking spot, it was right in the pathway of getting through the parking lot. Yet she parked there. I felt the need to tell her not to park there, but a bunch of things were running through my head. Is it my place to speak up and tell her not to park there? Should I tell someone in the restaurant that she's blocking the drive? She's not bothering or impeding me in any way. Now if I saw her doing something illegal or saw someone abusing someone or whatnot, yes I would say something......but in this case I didn't. WOuld you have?