FINALLY getting on here

NOt for lack of trying. One of the reasons not posting is well is because I don't have the internet so......I use what I can get.

I've been having issues lately, but that's for another blog somewhere down the road.

I have two research papers due the end of this quarter. Actually less than three weeks. Am I ready>? FUCK no. But I'm getting better. I have at least done the research and starting writing. It's a start. And not too much procrastination. I realized after this one midterm that I better get my ass in gear. But I find myself a little depressed.

How do you just be support for someone? Without feeling the need to tell them what they should do, or shouldn't, or that they aren't doing something right, or that they are doing something right but are still naive? I don't want to DO things that I think a grown adult should either know or find out how to do on their own. THey don't want to hear from me any other time. ONly when THEY want to. Maybe that's how it's supposed to be.

It really is amazing how many people have blogs. Now at school I know that I think practically all of the students have a Myspace account (YUCK). Eh I might look into it but I barely get enough time to do this one. I was even thinking of adding a "bitch"blog. Of course that might get more posts haha! But instead of paying for therapy this is my therapy. And seeing as I seem to have a lot to bitch about, only fitting I give it its own blog. We'll see. But anyhow, I was in the writing center going over my research paper stuff, and of course I mentioned I write in my blog and that it is very different from actually putting my thoughts into some coherent research paper, and she was like "oh I have a blog too". I just thought it was funny. Would be interesting to see some of these peoples blogs. Of course I hear about the person who got fired because of his/her blog, about the coworkers who read one of their coworkers blog and that really all went to hell, among other such stories.

My ex is ACTUALLy going to come HERE to visit ME. Now you all may not think that would be an issue, but you have to know/understand him. It IS a big deal. For him to go too far away from his own home. Granted he happens to be in a wedding in Florida, but I mentioned that if he wanted to come on by here, that would be nice. And he actually is. Granted, it is almost 8 hours instead of the standard 4-5 from ATlanta, I figure that would dissuade him, but nope he seems to still be coming over. Interesting. Nice too.