AM I HERE??

holy fuck. it's taken me a damn week to get back in here. i don't know what the FUCK is going on with this blogger thing, but I'm about ready to scrap the whole thing and go elsewhere. or just write in a damn journal again.

Yea like writing on paper will happen again.

Well I'm the big three seven.

Got booty on my birthday.

Now I'm sore.

Damn I'm outta shape even for booty.

But a part of me could have done with out.

Not sure why.

Is it the person? Or is it me? Not that I don't enjoy booty, cause let me tell you I do. But it's just not that important to me I guess.

*Shrugs*

He did take me out to eat. I wanted to go to Red Lobster (I have 'real' seafood restaurants down here but I so love their rolls!). But it was packed. I hate waiting. So I said let's try the steakhouse. That was packed too. If there are people milling around outside like insects to a lightbulb at night, then there's a wait. And did i mention I don't like waiting?

So we drive to the other steakhouse. They are both a CHinese and Japanese restaurant. What luck. Only a couple minute wait. I really did want those Red Lobster garlic and cheese or whatever they are rolls, but I can handle Japanese.

And I'm glad we went. The chef was fucking hysterical. I mean he was entertainment. Cracked us all up. When I smile through my entire meal, it was good. And not just the food. He was a trip. definately requesting his table when we go back.

I apparently will graduate in a year or a little over. I'm freaking. Not sure what the hell I"m going to do after that. HE (as in my when-I-visit-boyfriend I guess) offered to have me stay at his house and go get an MBA. Didn't really think of that, and maybe I could get a better job with that? I have no fucking clue. Like I was telling him, I don't think I'm good at problem-solving or ass-kissing/politics. So my elevation to a high $$ dollar is limited. I don't want all the hassle that comes with all that money. But I would like to get out of the $20,000 bracket into at least the $30's, or higher. Nope I almost made thirty something but never close. I know that sucks right? I mean I hear of these people making great money right? Yea well I hope they don't get laid off or fired or something. Cause the ones I know/knew, lived high. I may get a few more things that I can't get now, but I won't be buying no 5 bedroom house or a high dollar vehicle or shit like that. Cause I don't want those things.

Oh well. Since I was away I haven't done shit for my web pages and they are due yep TOMORROW!

Here's to another year.........