Where to Go From Here

well, I better figure it out soon right? I only have two quarters of classes to go and I'm finished. yay!

Miscellaneous stuff:

I was sick AGAIN. Not like flu sick, but some damn intestinal thing. THis is the second time in three months. It has happened every time I go away. WTF is going on? I'm not happy about this. But I did happen to lose those five pounds I had gained during the quarter....

My damn phone won't stay charged. Not sure why but I need to either get a new phone or battery. Having to charge it every day is getting so old.

I'm a huge fan of honey, but I've heard of this Stevia stuff and wonder about its benefits. I am ever so slowly cutting out processed sugar and things with like high fructose corn syrup and such (and trust me it will not be an easy process), but I'm still thinking that even though honey is sugar, it IS natural and that it is beneficial. So I may try this stevia stuff for a bit and see. Check out the research too, but the Japanese as well as other people in other countries have used this stuff for tons of years without adverse effects. I won't be baking with it but I'd put it in my tea.

My baby (dog) is good for another year. He's got all his shots and even had his fecal exam. Aw he looked so happy! (NOT). G-man did get himself a puppy before I got there. But he is so cute. Has that dumb look that most puppies have on their faces. Baxter (my dog) and Zeke (well he's spelling his puppy's name Zeek) got along but they had to figure out who was dominant and stuff. Needless to say they didn't play with each other too much, but at the end of the visit they were doing a little of it. Mostly, his puppy would follow my baby around until he turned around on him. It was cute. Photos to come later.

I have to find a doctor and a dentist here. Or at least find out if my previous ones are covered under my new health insurance. I still have one more visit at the 'free' clinic though.....

I owe taxes. I hate this 1099 shit. I have no idea if I did these taxes right, and I simply don't have the money to pay H&R Block or some crap like that for them to tell me I owe taxes. I had half a mind not to even file, but knowing my luck........So I just muddle through this tax program, figure out if I can declare miles to and from work (sure why not?) and send in a check. It's just gonna hurt......

I got all A's in my classes this quarter. SWEET! I went and changed a class from 2pm to 5pm because I did not want to take this one class with the photo assistant I had assigned last term. I know, it's stupid, but I so cannot stand this biotch. So now I have a class at 8am and then one at 5pm. I have resolved that I need to spend some of those hours at the gym. I really have no excuse now that I'm not taking a full load. Actually I had no excuse before....

I need to take advantage of my stay here. The weather was awesome, the apartment was so bright, and I won't have much longer here. I hate to go back to a dreary home. That's something I need to think long and hard on. I know G-man said I can stay with him but there are some issues I'm not really happy with (his drinking for one). But I don't have better choices. He says if it doesn't work out I can go on my way. But I really hate moving and I want to move and stay somewhere, somewhere that I will enjoy, for a very long time. I'm getting too tired of moving around. G-man may have The Dish, but there is no internet service there, i'd have to drive up to a library and use it and that's not even wireless so I can't even use my own computer. And actually my cell phone doesn't work there unless I go walking around his property. THe rent would be free and of course sex any time!

I'd move in with my grandmother but she's in her late 80's and has found a 3 level home to move into once someone dies out and to give her an opening.

I DO NOT want to go back to my parents home, out of the question.

I do not want to live with my sister.

I do not want to move in with my best friend and her two irresponsible children (she's the one I visited on my way back from Australia and got severely sick, and I attribute that due to her house that wreaks of cat piss, mold, roof falling in basement flooding out, etc. etc.). I don't have any money to start on my own again yet. But I am assured of a job if I move back to that town (the company I"m with now), so I can take my time and look for something better, versus moving somewhere and having to look for a job as well as a place.

I am so going to miss living here in this little apartment and at the beach.........