2 HOurs of My Time WASTED!

I am so pissed......not angry not frustrated or irritated, HIGHLY pissed off.

I scheduled an appointment this morning, but I didn't realize I scheduled it at the free clinic rather than the Health Department. WEll I knew they weren't going to do the bloodwork but I went anyway. I waited 20 fucking minutes after my 'scheduled' appointment time (and I was the first one there). Then they take my vitals, ask me why I want this bloodwork done. I'm like "why would I request bloodwork for no reason? I don't want to waste my time getting stuck with a needle unless I really needed it?' I hate when people think you don't need something done because they think you don't know what the fuck you are doing. I hate the people there. They are so rude (they call your name and walk away, don't even open up the door between the lobby to the back offices). They have a major attitude like they don't like being there. Unless of course you are the same color (I know, it sounds so horrible, but I'm fucking honest. I can SEE and HEAR the change in voice tone and body language and even attitude). I so fucking hate it, but complaining or writing a letter would be a waste of time. Who the hell would I write it to? I don't know who's in charge since it's a county funded clinic. Unless I get a hold of the Medical Director which I doubt I can do easily. So they let me sit there for 20 minutes to tell me I wasn't getting my blood work done. Including travel time to and fro that's almost two hours. I would never want to kill someone over this shit, but I can certainly understand the frustration and anger, especially in someone who's state of mind isn't as stable as mine (and by stable, it's relative, haha).

I could spit nails I'm so pissed.

And of course all the little things that happened on my morning waste-of-time didn't help matters. Some idiot decides to stop in the middle of the road because he doesn't know where he's going. Just stopped right in front of me. I blew the horn but I think the guy was deaf. I SO need an AIR HORN. People can't seem to see or hear me, even though I'm this large white truck. If I got lifted I bet people could see me then........something for the G-man to do for me.

Now that I've had my coffee and vented, I feel a little better. Just a little.

Now to get the stink of trash out of my house......

o0o0oo0 on a sunnier note! I've planted sunflower seeds and five of those have sprouted. I so want to grow something before I leave........