I meditate. I burn candles. I drink green tea...............and still I want to smack someone.

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

It's not the caffeine........

Because I reinstated that in my morning routine. But now I realize it's the lack of carbs that is giving me the headache and overall crappy feeling. I've reduced them. So I suppose it's my body saying "WHERE"S THE DAMN SUGAR AND BREAD AND RICE." Yea, screw you missy. I haven't cut them out totally, since I need SOME but I guess taking most of it out put my body in a tizzy. Oh well. At least I"m feeding you! I'm not on any drastic diet, but making changes to what and how I eat. WIth classes it is SO fucking hard. I have an 8am class then nothing until 5pm. I was coming back home but that's 20 minutes out of town and 20 back and well with my tank taking $45 in gas now, I'd like to not keep driving back and forth if I don't have to. So I've been TRYING to bring my lunch but that doesn't work a lot. I'm too lazy to do it the night before and before 6am? Yea right. I get up in time to take a shower and go. It;s slow going, but I'm working on it........I just have to bring more carrots.........and water.

I ordered makeup from some costume/theater place, and it hasn't shown up yet on my account. I of course needed it by THursday and well I doubt that's going to happen. Guess I have to make a trip to Party City. The shoot I have to do is of a geisha, thank god from the shoulders up because I can't get a hold of a geisha outfit.

Taxes complete. I owe this year (first time ever) but I did manage to cut what I owe in more than half so I'm happy about that. If I hadn't taken out the IRA I would have owed a lot less. But I do get about $20 from the state woohoo! For once I actually get the EIC. Not proud of that but I mean I could use all the help. I had a heated argument with my dad over these government programs I pay for yet can't receive assistance from unless I lie.........oh I won't get started, my head hurts just thinking about it.

Must clean up......

2 comments:

ladylongfellow said...

Chickie, if you're going to cut out carbs, sugar, etc. do yourself a favor and get a complete physical with bloodwork first. I decided a few years back, if you remember, that I was going to get healthy and drop that baby fat I was still carrying -cause you know I always think I'm fat. (yeah yeah, don't argue with me now) Anyway, I cut out sugar, lowered my calorie intake, kept up with the exercise and cut out all that I considered the bad foods. You know the red meats, no eggs, no butter, no sugar, easy on the carbs, etc. This past year I had a complete physical and you know I am at my goal weight but here's the problem - I have low blood pressure, low blood sugar and my good choresterol is too low. The point I am trying to make is that you can overdue the healthy "thing." So before you emerse yourself in the healthy diet you need to get blood work to see where your starting point is. Kapish? LOL

ysfb said...

I need to get back to my usual healthy eating routine. Jogging every morning is all I'm doing.