Sensitivity doesn't suit me, therefore I don't wear it

Bitterness is like cancer. It eats upon the host. But anger is like fire. It burns it all clean.

I read that somewhere. I think Maya Angelou said it. Rings true doncha think?

I like fire. Out with the old. Helps bring in the new. Cleansing. Warm. Warm is good.

It's a beautiful day but I'm so not sure what to do. I need to clean. I need to work on the photos I shot this weekend. I need to hit the beach. I so don't do well when my days aren't structured.

(hehe, these are funny, the UNmotivational posters). Oh I think I have a workout buddy now. At least on Tuesdays and Thursdays.
That will help. The weather helps in wanting to be more active. I think I need to move somewhere more tropical........

Have more sunflowers sprouting. Good sign.

I look forward to living with G-man, but I'm worrying again about work/money. I am ok living without the excess, which I don't have now. I don't want "THINGS" (well ok I want my photography things, but I'm a photography addict what can I say!). A shiny new car isn't going to make me happy for long. Buying expensive clothing won't keep me happy for long. But I need to make sure my bills are paid and I worry about that....

Alright enough about that. I'm waiting for a long time friend to get back online..........he's in Iraq and his stay has extended. He hasn't changed much. We don't talk so much since I'm not online as much and he's over there. But we've always been friends, even though he's a perv and wants to get in my pants (which he won't ever do haha!). He was married but I'm not sure what is going on now because long time ago we talked and things weren't working out. Another friend of mine I haven't talked to in a long time has changed since I last talked to her. Funny how life changes some and not others. Or maybe I've changed. But some things she has said kind of irritates me now. It's like she's not happy and taking it out on everyone else. Maybe it's time just to cut the ties......My best friend gets to me to sometimes. I know in that case I have changed. Because I no longer enjoy her misery. She is ALWAYS unhappy unless things are exactly her way and well they rarely are. I can tolerate her for a while, so luckily we live far away! But she is the one who has always been there for me, whether I was unhappy or not. No matter what I say or do. Granted we've had our fights, but when someone can take you, ugliness and all, that's a true friend. And even if I don't have any other friends ever, I know she will be there for me. It's a weird friendship but it works. WE work. WE know the rules. WE make the rules. WE ARE the rules. And really, there are no rules. We don't like the same type of men. We have similar interests as well as very different ones. She is an exhibitionist and extrovert and I am not. I am not as obsessive or compulsive and she is. We balance each other out almost perfectly. It's funny.....having a sister who isn't blood related.........

Speaking of, I will have to call her here shortly. If my other friend doesn't get back online.

Oh he's back. G'day all!