I meditate. I burn candles. I drink green tea...............and still I want to smack someone.

Sunday, June 03, 2007

Road Trip

Well after I do all this laundry, I will head down to Florida. I was debating, since I got a call that my dad had to go into the hospital again for another stent, but then I got a call that he was fine. but apparently now he is in the "poor me" state. I can't do anything for him. We haven't been a family to talk about much of anything. Especially him. He tells his mother, who then tells me. That's always nice. Would be nice to hear this shit directly from him. But what can I do. I love my parents, I do, but I don't have to like them all the time.

I ate some waffles this morning. But I am to the point where I don't know what I want to eat, for any meal. There isn't anything that I want. I did make some lean hamburgers the other day, then used some of the meat in my spaghetti sauce (but damn did I use too much garlic woo). I have some smoothie recipes (oh this Chocolate Cherry one is delish). BUt I'm like "meh". I just don't feel like making anything. I could never be anorexic though. I have to eat. I could never be bulimic because the thought of making my self throw up makes me sick. Laxatives? Um no. I don't like taking the pills I do take. So I have to learn to exercise more. THat is a work in progress while I'm on break.

I hope the sun comes out later. I'd like to ride my BI-I-I-cycle. Although I made a mistake and left it outside. So now the fender and other parts have gotten rust on them. I will pay for the bike (since I am borrowing it from a coworker who's never used it) but I don't know if she wants to sell it. I don't see why not. She will never get her fat ass on it lol. Her husband might get all pissy that it's now used. Oh well. I can't do much about that now. I'm still having trouble with keeping the damn seat up though. I tighten the clip and the seat falls back down. I think I got it now. I had to get a tool to tighten it. I just hope it's not stripped. I also think it needs more air in the tires. They aren't flat but the back one feels low.

I want to get my hair done, but I'm thinking about my future pennies. I have to work a lot to make sure I keep enough money in my account to make it til the end of the year. So I'll wait. I only need a cut and wanted some color, which if I went to the bigger salon here would cost a lot. Luckily this one gives me a 25% discount. Plus is much less expensive.

Gotta go. Things to do......

1 comment:

kimmyk said...

Sorry to hear about your dad.
Maybe a heart to heart is in order before you both regret not ever saying anything?? LOL, Like I have room to talk. Just tell me to hush it LR!