Sickness comes

Well I hope not. But I'm feeling like it is. But I'm thinking that I'm feeling a bit weary is because of the stress and my irregular sleeping. I have not been getting to bed before 1am. And I'd like to get up when the sun does but then I feel like crap.

All week last week the camera at work has been seriously having problems, and it's folding over into this week. Camera crapped out on me today. Well actually the computer did and it was the replacement! So instead of being at work until 1 or 2pm I was there until after 4. And I was supposed to be at a lunch meeting for work at 2:30. Needless to say I was late.

I started getting pissy again at the situation with my coworker and my boss. I think she actually may have asked the DM that she was in charge or that she would be his helper or something. Because when I showed up and had some of my concerns, he kept asking my coworker what she thought about everything. I'm like "excuse me? Why do you feel the need to ask her what she thinks about whatever I have to say", but I refrained from saying it. Then he brought up a suggestion of a software program that would allow us to handle the digital work flow on the photos instead of waiting on the main office to do it and send it back to us for printing. Well we used to do that until they took it away (one bad apple...). But he asked my coworker what her thoughts were on that. After I explained to him how we used to do it (before my coworker's time). So she has no idea what it is or how to do it.

But then I took a deep breath and let it go. Because you know what? I don't want that responsibility. Apparently he is under the assumption she knows everything about that hospital and what we do now and used to do (and she doesn't). So I will let him and her think that. I told him to send the computer to her, as she was working tomorrow. She can handle it all and just let me know what I need to do.

He was here today following me around seeing how I do things. I don't know if he was ok with the way I handle the moms and babies. But he really didn't seem to care about what I had to suggest or offer. He just came in, saw what I did, asked a few questions. He asked me at first if there was anything I wanted to speak to him about one on one but then he didn't give me time to answer. So.......shrug.

Anyway I am wondering if this is all catching up to me.

I haven't been able to sleep also because the neighbor guy downstairs decides he wants to play his guitar after 11pm. Granted, I know he's a pilot and has the oddest of fucking hours. But seriously. The first few times I didn't do anything because I was up, and it wasn't too annoying and he didn't play too long. But last night he had a friend over. So I kind of yelled from up here about the noise at this late hour. I am pretty sure he could here me, because I can hear about anything down there unless they are in a different room I"m in. The concrete walls you can hear through. I assume he heard and maybe I should have just gone downstairs but I wasn't up to it because he did stop or at least moved to another room. I don't care if I come across as bitchy. I know he stays up til all odd hours, but most people carry on regular daytime hours. I am sure he can hear my music or tv on occasion. Maybe he doesn't think I can hear up here? I don't know but this is an apartment where other people live too. Most places I know have a noise ordinance after 10pm.

He's in his late 30s or early 40s and still carries on like he's in his 20s. He has a daughter. Yet he's out doing all those single guy things. I know a few men who do that. And oddly enough they are single. Or divorced.

Ok. I've got me some house spiders in here and one just ended up on the floor. I tell ya they won't ever learn that if they don't stay on the ceiling they are going to be toast. I don't mind em at all because the webs are in prime locations on the windows and catch all the flies and bees and other flying insects that get in here. But once they leave their home, they are fair game. Gotta go!