I Woke Up

later than I wanted and depressed.........

I don't even know what to write.

I had a dream I was so overweight I couldn't get out of bed. I guess because I was watching one of those shows last night. I also saw a Richard Simmons interview.

I also forgot to pay for my electric and phone. Late charges there that I don't need.

One set of school loans I have to start paying on next month because I used all my deferments. I cannot afford the hundreds of dollars due right now. Gotta call them up.

Have to move all this stuff myself AGAIN but I can't afford to rent a truck. My boyfriend says he's "here to help, from over here" which means he isn't coming here to help me. I know moving is a bitch. But I'm hoping I don't have to move again for a long long time. Although I'm getting irritated with him and I'm not even there yet.

But if I do a room a day, or spread a couple of the big rooms out I should have everything done by the end of this month. I just have to be vigilant on what I want to throw away, sell, donate. THAT"S the hard part.

I thought about just moving in with my grandmother. I also have a friend who keeps insisting I move in with her but when I visited her I didn't want to stay as many days as I had. I love her, don't get me wrong, but she can be irritatingly nice. Doesn't sound right does it? I know. But I can't explain it.

*sigh*

Anyway, my Thanksgiving will be here again alone. I think I did that last year. I don't want to spend the gas money to go to my parents as I'll be up there in a couple of weeks for a wedding. So, my dinner is already purchased:

Turkey Tenderloin (I already did the whole turkey thing)
Sweet Potatoes (just going to roast them, but I do have mini marshmallows for the top)
Spinach Salad with Feta cheese and dried cranberries with almonds (I think. I need another veggie)
Blueberry Cheesecake (I was going to get the pumpkin pie too but I scratched that)

I may see what some friends are doing if they aren't going home. I have enough to make for a few others.

But if I focus on what I need to do, I shouldn't feel down all day. I'm actually going to hit the beach. I was TOLD by the ever accurate weather people that it was going to be cloudy all day but it's looking nice and sunny right now. I missed ultimate low tide but it's still low enough to walk around the south side without hitting the street.

Ok I'm off for now..........