My Faded Blue Chair

the little chair i have sitting on the porch is something to be desired, but it still functions. It's nice to sit out there in the almost 70 degree at 9am weather and enjoy my cup of joe.

Speaking of which, it's going to be a little tough to give up. Why do I have to give it up? Well I don't HAVE to but you see I have gotten this hair up my ass......again. And that hair is about living healthy. Not just "dieting" or "losing weight". I had to change my thinking on that because frankly I'm not a motivated person and I've not really accomplished some of those kinds of goals I've set. So I will change my mindset and goals. Hopefully that will work. You see, my family is not one to finish many things, whether it's a project, a plan, a goal. It's a fact. I've finally accepted that. But that's not to say I can't complete ANYthing. I just have to be careful how it is spelled out. Otherwise my ass just shuts down and goes to something else. Maybe I have ADD who the hell knows. I just know I have great intentions in starting something and it fizzles out somewhere between getting started and starting in most cases.

I only drink two cups of coffee. Maybe more if I go out and get a latte or something but that's rare. But I used to drink a lot more, and had to cut down because of the cysts I've got rolling around in my breasteses (yea yea a little too personal, but it's a fact). And cutting out the caffeine (sodas also) really made a difference in the pain. So I really should take coffee out totally. I've gone without it in the morning. Actually the warmer/hotter it gets, the less I drink. I still have to have my green tea though, but I will have to find the decaf version. I suppose I can take out one cup of joe but brewing one cup seems like a waste. i'll wean myself off here this week.

In other news........ok not really news but......I've thought some more on the moving/living situation. It really won't be so bad, I just have to make it work and I can do that. And if worse comes to worse I can save my money and move on. So I feel a little better.

Smashed be a good sized spider last night. I hate to do it. But when the damn thing looks like it's walking on stilts across my living room, I get the eeby-jeebies. It's not a daddy longlegs. I actually don't mind those cause their bodies are so tiny and you can't see their eyes/teeth. But this one. It's like an Amazon spider. Which means it's got family in here. I had them in here once. ONe occupied almost each room and made their little silk pods along the window sill which was ok cause when the roaches come in that way they'd get stuck along with other flying things. But I had to cull them because they decided they wanted to crawl down from the ceiling to my floor and then to my bed. That was a no.

Ya know, for some reason I've gotten this huge wave of other damn spam mail in my MSN box. I really need to look for another email account but I guess it's going to be the same everywhere.

OH GOOD STUFF!

My grams found me a box full of cameras AND lenses for an old minolta (turns out I have the same type, what ARE the odds!) One camera body, four lenses (including one zoom), and three point and shoot cameras all for a whopping $25! I know some of you are like WTF. I know it's a film camera. And of course I don't know if they work. But I still love film. I just don't know what I'm going to do when I don't have the darkroom access I have now that I'm in school.

Well gonna check on the tides and maybe go out and get a slight sunburn today while the burnin's good!