Another day down

Well, I'm Sure cool, bold haha. anyhoo, i'm not capping so get over it. anyhow, sheesh another day, wish i could say another dollar. but if you know or not, i'm unemployed. that's RIGHT, i'm sucking all the unemployment i can get out of my previous employer since they were so kind enough to lay us off. it's not a bad thing, i'm just starting to worry about finances now that unemployment will run out soon. for those that do, don't, care or not, i was accepted in the Savannah College of Art and Design. i'm so damn happy. i came to good ole georgia to do that six years ago and i hadn't, for various reasons you all don't need to know. but when we got laid off i said, why the f*ck not? no better time than the present. and lo and behold i got in. now, how to pay for it. *hmm* good question. i'm in debt up to my ears already what's another 30g to add to that. now i have to work on getting a portfolio together to HOPE and PRAY i get a scholarship for it. i just procrastinate so bad it's pathetic, but so far i've gotten some things together and working toward it slowly but surely. i will start in the fall hopefully. and the best part is i will only have 2 maybe 2 1/2 years to go. which is sweet considering i've been going for-like-ever.

so now if i can just get a part time job to tide me over until the summer. then i won't be so stressed out. you would i think i should not be, since i don't work for the biotch anymore. boy what horrors. but anyhow. i needed a massage so i got one today a full hour and a half. boy was i wound up tighter than a new rubberband. i really didn't think i was. but then again i worked my shoulders and hamstrings too much this week and so that's why all the damn lactic acid. but i feel better now. i just hope i get a job so i can keep going haha.

yes i know LL, i should go to savannah and then just get one. but i am taking classes this term and would like to finish them out.

my gym membership lapses this month, so i hope i can keep up my workouts without one. i so do not want to get all fat especially now that i'm over 30 and that we lose like so much muscle each year now if you don't keep it in shape. i actually am thinking about trying out for survivor. yea yea laff it up. i could do it though. shit i went to boulder, utah *YES THERE IS A BOULDER UTAH* for 5 days on a survivor-type vacation. slept ate shit in the desert sans building, furniture, potty. it was awesome and i made a fire out of sticks (ok all you boys who were in the boy scouts, really we made a bow drill), was able to find water and make it potable, could trap our own food, although i did not because we were told if we trapped it we'd have to kill and eat it and i was not up to eating lizard. and hiked my ass all over god's brown earth! it wasn't the hike that killed me, it was the altitude. i hike the mountains here but we don't have the altitude like out west. least i had company. there was a 30 something *ME*, 40 somthing and 60 something women in our group. we also learned about astronomy. and let me tell you. the stars and sky at night in utah, a breathtaking experience. not one damn thing to block out your view. i have never seen so much sky before. i would like to head to montana for that. anyhow, i'm ending this rattling on. i better warn you in case you haven't figured it out, i write freestyle, or whatever you call it----stream of consciousness. whatever pops into my beauterrific head is what i type. hence, no sense haha!

anyway, i will write more about my trip if y'all care to hear. the photos i took out there i am trying to print and have for the exhibit. they were done on slide film and if i do say so myself, turned out fantastique!

off to see Monk now, he's so awesome. i've worked with patients like him and let me tell you, they won't forget any type of holiday or special day, and they are the greatest at cleaning!!

toodles!
K