Yumminess wore off

BACK to reality LOL. eh, he is so busy with work i almost feel sorry for him, NOT! it's funny he is the second person that i've talked to that has to do the work for another asshole, PLUS his own, cause the asshole took forever to do what he has done and it STILL isn't finished and now they can't make deadline. well, as long as i helped with some stress release. um i'm pretty sure i did LOL. but it was too nice to sit in today, so i didn't. i try to reserve the darkroom to crappy days and the evenings. needless to say i really need to get my ass up there LOL.

it sure was a nice escape hehe. now i did hike today but i don't think i'm going to do any other workouts, cause trust me i'm feeling the soreness from my workout last night/this mornin. he might be 40 but uh physically i'm thinkin 20somethin lol. or he was just really horny. yea that was it LOL. today is Abs day and well i just don't feel like doing crunches. i might, maybe in front of the TV. i don't need weights for those and i love my balance ball. talk about a workout. i just have to increase my protein and not over work. ha!

anyway, i'm beat though. ya know, it's funny when at first we were trying to get to sleep, i know his ass was wiped out from his week. hell he was yawnin on the phone before we even went out. he had such a hard week *insert -aw's-*. so i'm like, *you're fallin asleep aren't ya* cause it wasn't like a minute before he's startin the chainsaw. he's like NO NO! funny how we lie when we know damn well they know the truth. just like when someone calls and wakes us up and we answer the phone TRYING not to sound like we were just woken up, only to say *NO i wasn't sleeping i was just laying here* when the person on the other end knows damn well they just woke us up from a deep sleep by the hoarseness of our voice. anyhoo, i forgot how much he snores. my god i think he was logging half of the brazilian rain forest last night. and what am i thinking about?? not the awesomeness of the evening, at least not at that moment, but here i am lying there thinking *son of a bitch, i have a whole package of ear plugs and i left them on the nightstand*. i had them in the truck for gun practice but took them in the house a while back. damn it i knew i would need them sooner rather than later LOL. he just snores, constantly. the last time we were together, i didn't sleep at all. guess my brain overrode the noise. thank goodness. but i still dont' feel like i got a decent sleep. i'm keeping a spare pair of earplugs in the truck =).

well today i had to make TWO trips to the freakin photo lab and to boot the photos came out crappy. for one thing i don't know why G didn't take more care in printing. probably because i said they were test prints, because i was testing out my light meter and gray card. but still, he could have at least dusted off the negatives. it's a photo thing, i will explain it someday. i just don't like color film either. but i need to use it up. and my grandmother had sent me that black and white film that can be processed in color chemicals and printed on color paper. i know she means well. i used it though cause then i'd feel like crap if i didn't. and i don't want to waste film anyhow. but they just turn out like shit. so now i have to reshoot my flowers for the THIRD time to try to get it right. well for one reason, i chose white flowers. a fuji mum actually. it's awesome but white and black items and objects are tricky to photography. apparently i can't get it. that's ok i'll try again. tomorrow. i'm just too wiped out today. i have to take a long bath. i'm sore in places i haven't been in a while. but this time i will shoot the flowers *i also have a blue hydrangea and some purple tulips* with straight professional black and white film so i can develop them myself. i do like doing that. it's just getting my ass up to the darkroom to do these things. it's all a process, a routine more like, and just like when i'm talking on phone with my best friend *aw i do love her so* i have to block out like at least 3 hours, for preparation, organization, the actual conversation/process, and cleanup. because once i;m in the darkroom i usually just like staying there. cause i just love the photo work. it's just the anticipation, kinda like working out. i love it, i know i have to do it, but getting my fat ass to the gym is a struggle. maybe if someone dangled a certain something along the way so i could follow it to the gym LOL. self-motivation---not my best attribute. o crap, see like now. my best friend is calling and i'm not ready. need to get a beverage, get a snack, go to the bathroom, settle in a comfy chair, take the dog out. shit, i'll have to call her back LOL. anyhow, back to the flowers. i will probably also shoot a roll of color slide, and black and white slide. i so love slide film, color, versus prints. they just look so much better, the color. i did buy more color film though, this time for my medium format camera since that is supposed to be what i'm using for my photo class this term. the film is supposed to exact a more realistic natural color balance, to what we actually see. we will see. i MIGHT like ONE color film, and that's from fuji. i bought kodak this time. i usually use fuji slide film too. the best. now i just have to get a negative/slide scanner. then i can do my own prints from the computer. i do like digital, and will invest in a digital camera, but the color is too saturated and doesn't look realistic. i can pretty much spot a digital pic a mile away. printed that is. first off the paper is different, but secondly the colors aren't a realistic representation. i saw one, of a fire engine and the uniforms. looks like ketchup and mustard. no way do those things look like that really. much more subdued. the photo looked almost neon. ick. anyhow, i best get the above mentioned items done before i call her back. i also have to catch up on my LOST episodes and i missed 24 last time. i like having the brother to download these things for me!

TTFN, hope you enjoyed my previous posts. if not *pfft* LOL. please comment. i look forward to my friends' words, and heck strangers too. let's me know who's been wandering over to my parlor!