Another weekend gone

ah well, not that i didn't accomplish much, but i wanted to do more. had visited a friend who i haven't seen in a bit and caught up on life stuff. she has a very dramatic life, with 4 kids, 4 soon to be 5 grandkids, there's a lot of stuff that always seems to happen to her, some good, some bad. always frantic. great friend though, i will truly miss her when i leave. i didn't get to work out. i really needed too since i missed two session this week. ugh. i'm workin on it. i have visual of what i want. i'm going to get there. hey i'm better than i ever was, but still, that's not good enough. i want to be better, healthier, be able to fend off that asshole that thinks he can have a piece of me. gosh i hope it doesn't come to that. cause i'd rather do just what indiana jones did in which was it, temple of doom? no raiders, just pull out my .32 and put a cap in his ass. anyway just hoping it doesn't come to that. although i'm just getting more aware lately. that and i watch too many cop stuff haha. just want to be able to take care of myself, and my sister and niece if it comes to that. lot of shady things happening in this world. i've been lucky so far, not that i put myself in that type of predicament, but never know. my sister claims she was burglarized at a grocery store in the middle of the night, i've had my car stolen, and yes returned, twice (POS dodge shadow, imagine that). gosh that was some horrible feelings. my sister had her car broken into almost stolen twice. anyhoo, i was thinking about getting a kill switch on the truck. this is my only set of wheels and it sucks not having them even for a day. and a shotgun for the house. two women and one girl in a house. i just don't feel comfortable nowadays. i have a dog but my god he'd lick your ass to death first. i suppose he just doesn't have that killer instinct LOL. my friend's Rott just had pups, maybe that would be an idea ha! hey, i probably wouldn't even have to use the shotgun, just make that *shotgun sound* and if they were smart they'd turn on around. not that my sister lives in a bad area, but stuff creeps in from time to time. a congressman's son or daughter, can't remember which, was murdered a few blocks away. so i don't think it matters where you are, but there are bad spots in savannah. so anyway i will probably go over the ex's to practice. i've shot a rifle, but not a shotgun. i need to get used to the kick. not funny if i blast away and fall on my damn ass. not that i want to just out and out kill someone, but i want to protect myself. i of course have that fear if it did come down to shooting someone in self defense, i'd be the one in trouble. just seems to be my luck. oh i know tai chi, but that involves close contact, and well, i'm not that confident in my martial art skills yet. and seeing as i am not going to be carrying around a broadsword with me, that's not an option either. *oh wait, can i just get my broadsword out of the truck so we can somewhat make this fair?* seeing as i'm independent, no male significant other (hey Y there's them words again LOL), and seeing as i do a lot of things alone, a girl's gotta find a way to protect herself. not that i'm expecting anything to happen of course, but it's just one of my greatest fears. not that i live in that fear, but shit, i suppose i watch too many cop shows, hear too many stories from my cop friends. *sigh*

another look into the crazy abyss of this Georgian's mind.