I meditate. I burn candles. I drink green tea...............and still I want to smack someone.

Sunday, June 05, 2005

Movin on Up

no not to the east side. well yea i guess so, the east side of georgia. just SUCKS the fact that i have accumulated so my C.R.A.P. in this amount of time. WHERE did i put it all?? o let me tell you, just ANY where. I still have more. lordy lordy i really could use a jet or helicopter on the roof to just put some of these clothes, books, trinkits in and send off to some other country. i feel like a glutton. then there is all my artwork/supplies. i do kinda need those. would be nice if i did more painting but i just am not a self-motivator. luckily my sister will like a fire under my ass, or my niece, well not a real fire she can't play with matches/lighters. then again i am not sure what is wrong with my sister lately. i hope i don't go from one dysfunction to another. i couldn't handle it. well i could but barely. i have a gun now so that wouldn't be a good thing. nah seriously i wouldn't do anythign that drastic. least not yet. although once i put a knife to her throat. that was funny *to me*. long time ago, another decade......

ya know, it SEEMS like i write a lot but i really don't. this font is too big. and my template setup makes my written words just take up too much space. cause when i'm writing here, it doesn't seem much. maybe i should break it up some...

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