Acceptance of what IS

.......IS so hard to do haha!! but that's what i'm SO trying to learn to do. and i need to take even babier steps if that makes sense.

thanks for the responses to the last post. i was just getting really unnerved at how my sister is living and ya know, i KNOW it's not MY problem. that's the way she IS going to be and i cannot do a damn thing about it. and how others are, i cannot control. why i try to offer a different way of doing/seeing things is beyond me. not that my ways are right mind you. just work for me.

anyhow, my sister and i did discuss some things. her BF apparently just 'doesn't care'. i've asked him things and it 'doesn't matter' 'whatever' 'that's fine' are the answers we all get. so i figure, if he wants something changed or doesnt' want something one way, he will say. if he doesn't like it. granted i'm not taking over here. but my sister and i made the living area more 'liveable'. and we've all decided upon chores etc. it's not that i don't want to discuss anything, it's THEY don't. so i've brought up that if there's anything we need to discuss, i'll be happy to. i actually love cleaning bathrooms, don't ask me why, so that's my job haha! yes the dog i do take care of since they don't seem to. although my opinion is that it needs a better home, but that's just my opinion. i will probably have to find a better one for mine as well. i just made such a drastic change and didn't think it would be this hard to handle the issues. then again i didn't expect so many issues. having to depend on others is extremely difficult for me. i just wonder how fast these two years will go......

here's info on the previous photo. just kind of interesting info. i like to find out actually what things are. i will probably have some photos taken this weekend of the lovely area around here, have to see. it's so different here, the sights, the smells, the feel of the weather.





two other things i have to sell :(