Gettin in a groove

well sort of. it's been quite hectic as you can surmise from previous posts. now that i've had a full week of school i think i can figure out this time management crap for homework. man they say 3 hours of homework per 1 hour of class. well i have 15 hours so you do the math. looks like i have lots of studying time! i also will have to get in touch with the manager at the job i left to see about a job here. don't want that to slip through my hands. it's tough enough being older than these students. looking for a job around here at my age is not going to be pretty.

yes those creatures are mine and call me whatever you want. i've heard it all: weird, nuts, crazy, sick, gross, yada yada. i happen to not be fearful of many animals and actually quite interested in their behavior etc. people fear what they don't understand or don't know anything about. i just wish sometimes people would not make such snap judgements. granted i know i make judgements too, but i'm very conscious of what i do and make a serious effort in not doing so. not easy, mind you. i hope to incorporate my photography into studying animal behavior. although human behavior is enough! then again i'd rather be around something with four legs than two most times. haha! i'd hate to get rid of them, as i wanted to eventually have them in my own place and breed them but apparently that's not going to happen. i am looking into giving up the dog too. it is all too much to handle here. and i hate to, but it's a matter of him getting the best care and place to live and i cannot provide that here.

i do miss having a good internet hookup though! i can do without the tv. actually am doing fine without. going to see how the bit torrent thing works and try to download survivor. why that's the only show i'm really concerned with is beyond me. not like i haven't missed like seasons 3 through 6 or something. hopefully my sister will get her internet hooked up here, or i'll be hours at the library or one of the academic buildings with internet. but seeing as i have a lot of homework to spend my time on, it will be good to be at the academic buildings. least i can concentrate there.

one more thing before i go and concentrate on this drawing crap. did i say i did not like drawing? i know, i'm going to art school but don't like drawing. well drawing is frustrating for me. takes me forever to draw. i'm not a natural born drawer. haha drawer! draw-er LOL. anyhow, and it's been a few years since i drew in a structured fashion and now i'm thrown into it like a gladiator in an arena full of lions. maybe i'll photograph them and post. i'm not particularly keen on em but hey, my 8 year old niece says they are great! anyway, i'm driving in the parking lot of a shopping center after getting my PO Box and this old guy (there's a lot here, a lot of people that don't work LOL) driving in the lot going to an exit, well i'm pulling out of a parking area, ya know, ya gotta stop to look for traffic. so i do. and there are speed bumps in the parking lot. well he's gotta go over the speed bump so i go. well don't you know the fucker decides he doesn't want to let me *go* so he tries to barrel through the speed bump. it would have been funny if his drive train fell off. but anyway, there's no reason for that asshole to go speeding through the parking lot JUST because i am going to take a second to turn. so i of course went since i have a truck and he'd have to bust up his front end. of course he doesn't. and of course he's shakin his head at me. so what do i do? well i should have given him the tongue but i decide to yell out the window that he needs to slow down in a fuckin parkin lot, actually to slow down in the bedroom too cause no woman likes to be done in the sack in the blink of an eye!! fucking drivers......