I had a good title

and now of course i lost it. i was watching survivor. so maybe it had something to do with that ha! i actually will say i don't miss tv all that much. but i can see myself gettin sucked in again when i do watch it. luckily i only go watch on thursdays. i've already missed lost's premiere. that's ok i'm gonna use bit torrent. i had withdrawals but ya know they went away pretty quickly lol.
THIS IS DATED FOR THE 24 BUT I ORIGINALLY HAD IT IN FOR THE 22ND, I JUST DIDN'T HAVE ACCESS
o0o0o we saw soft porn today in CLASS NO LESS! ya know, i just find it so amusing how people deal with viewing nudity. the class is mostly women, younger, way younger but women. i think there are two men in the class. granted these photos were old like from the 1800s old, but still i was wondering what these guys were thinkin. i mean i know sex is on men's minds like what every 20 seconds? LOL or so i've read or somethin. and these guys are young. so i was just curious. it was actually funny to see those photos, because in all honesty, much of what is depicted hasn't changed.......just how it's labeled. just funny how just throughout life, there has always been the "underground". i mean as soon as the camera was created and portrait photography took off, there was an immediate "underground" of nude photography. in france no less. thought i'd share my tidbit of information. hey i figure, if i'm goin to school to learn so can you! who knows, ya might learn somethin!

i did a major clean up job in the bathroom. granted i know this guy is a bachelor, or was, now that he has a house full of estrogen. but my god. the thickness of mildew and dust and just icky stuff is just downright "grody" as my 8 year old niece says. so i'm like, ok what in the world do i use to clean it with? i mean i like cleaning bathrooms, really, something about the tile and the tub and sink, all shiny and stuff, but to have to REALLY CLEAN, like the shit has been abandoned or never used for years and now have to go and scrape things off? now that's a tough job. i guess spic and span is on the list? may sound funny, but i don't know how to clean that crap LOL. perhaps that's one reason i didn't want to move in with my ex. i'd have to gut his house and start from scratch. and if i could spend the night there i can live just about anywhere. granted he was country, not like he had horrible living conditions. my niece still brings up the fact that he "has a tree growing in his house"! too funny. it's not a tree. there is ivy on the side of the house and they came in through the tops of his front windows, so he had some ivy in the house. it was just funny.
let's see. i really had something to say earlier and now that moment had passed. knew i should have written it down. not that it was anything exciting mind you. probable some inner crap i'm trying to work out haha! no really though i haven't practice tai chi or meditation for weeks and i'm feeling out of balance. i did get a letter from my acupuncturist and NOW she decided to tell me that if i couldn't return for financial reasons to talk to her. sheesh. but she also was concerned about my arm and condition and hell you don't get those letters from a traditional doctor! least i didn't. going to attempt to walk/jog this weekend. it's so ungodly hot here that i haven't done much at all of it. did ride around "the island" though. looking for this crappy park which is crappy LOL. but the place is nice. i live on one of the islands, this one being Wilmington Island. has a fancy schmancy golf course at one end. they are building nice big houses out there *eyeroll*. i'll try to get some photos. but working on school stuff is taking some time. i haven't gotten my time management skills down yet and i need all the time i can to work on damn drawings that i don't wanna do so i wait til the last minute and you can't LOL. he can TELL they are drawn last minute. the guys' good LOL