Boring news

not much to report. spent several days with a friend of mine. i'm glad she came to visit. she took up a collection for the "Kirsten Doesn't Have Anything FUnd" for my new beach apartment, so now I have other people's unwantables LOL. makes me realize though what I'm missing. Like some choice lamps and the like. I miss the internet and I'm thinking I'm going to have to break down and get it. debating between cable and DSL but will probably go for the cheaper of the two. I can't afford SHIT and it's making me crazy!!!!!! then i couldn't wait until she left. well i could but couldn't. i mean i love her dearly, but just somethings just get to me after a while. and it's like this with many of my friends. what do i mean many, hell i don't have THAT many. i know i am far from perfect and have my own disfunctions, but seems some of my friends just can't seem to move on. totally negative and i know i can be, but i'm DOING something about it. i'm getting on with my life. sure i'd like to have kept my boyfriends from the past, but i don't dwell on them. well i still talk to the most recent. this one did buy me a tv and a kitchen set of shit, which i did not ask for and was refusing to take. i don't need the tv, and well some of the kitchenwear i could use but it's too expensive and i don't like feeling like they have to give me stuff. i don't know i'm weird. so now i have a tv, not sure if the cable is working. i can't really afford it tho LOL. we'll see. i missed all my shows last week due to shit and now i'm pissed since i missed LOST, SURVIVOR, CSI, ETC. i'll get my brother to copy them for me.

saw an ad for bartenders needed---18 years or older (WTF??) no experience necessary

i'd say i'm WAY over 18.

not sure if i'm gonna do it tho. probably gotta pay for something. i might call. nothing good posted in the school paper so will wait til next week. but i am going to have to get my ass working.....

need to fiddle around more with the camera if i can just stop DROPPING the fucking thing. so now the lens is busted, but hey it still works. that digital SLR is one tough camera. got pics of my niece as "cher" she looks too cool. maybe i'll get to post it. but halloween is over lol

must figure out now what the hell to do first. did get my project turned in for drawing, was totally freaking about that since well you have to turn your shit in ON TIME. LOL i have boxes to unload and then a brochure to figure out how to do for my next project. 3 more weeks of school then i can breathe easy for the time being. then i will move ALL my shit out of that place and hopefully be somewhat stress free in that regards. and to boot NOW my sister's BF is getting all upset because I'm MOVING OUT!!!!!!!! OMFG such drama!

thanks to those who thought, prayed or even remotely thought of me sexually through my traumatic time, seems to be working.........thanks every so much!