Part Deux......

to my Guilty Pleasures post. The least I could do was post my own. These are things that you wouldn't want any joe-schmo to know. Granted, I'm thinking it's going to be way too much information for you all. But what the hell. THe ones I've met.....pffft you can put it all to a face. TO the ones I haven't well consider yourselves lucky LOL. Not that many read this. One has to post regularly and well I don't. One has to comment to other blogs regularly and well I don't do that either. One also has to have interesting stuff to say, and well, since the blog is full of naked photos, blogs about sex, erotica, whatnot, that I don't have, well I guess I'm not as interesting as some. Oh I'm not complaining just stating a fact. I'm more of an "every day" person rather than one of those "fireworks explosion hot passion" person. *shrugs* The every day happens more often than the fireworks.....and if the fireworks does happen to happen more? doesn't last long, ya know, kinda like real fireworks, over in a blink, then it's boring, then you gotta find somethin else to get excited over, til that goes out.....blah blah.

Anyhoooooooo, my idea for Guilty Pleasures stemmed from a series of books I'm reading. I'd like to see if I can somehow photograph them. Some I can, but some will take some work. (Thanks CHEESE for the bathtub one, now if I can find a guy who will be my model.....) Most of mine I guess I couldn't photograph. But here they are: (at least just a few, mild ones hehe)

1. Some of you may know already, but I am a HUGE JEAN CLAUDE VAN DAMME fan

2. I am also a huge fan of cheesy B-movies. Now not just any B movies, but particular production company of horror flicks. Why? Well my very first boyfriend somehow got me hooked on 'em. YOu see I believe no matter how much a relationship is horrible or good...we learn SOMEthing from each and every person we meet. Anyhow, anyone remember the Puppet Master movie? Well Full Moon Pictures, as they were way back then, is the studio. Charles Band is the writer/producer/director jack-of-all-trades so to speak. SO I've been collecting those for some time now. But not all. SOme of those damn movies are just so stupid. Now they are called Full Moon Direct. THe name has changed slightly over the years, he works with Wizard Entertainment now. Used to be others but I guess when he keeps changing companies they have to change names.

3. I wasn't sure what else to put, I actually had a few but I forget now. When I think of shit to put on this blog it's a few days since I can actually get on. I guess I need to start writing shit down.......I do have a few sexual ones, but let's not mention that yet hehe.

Do I feel guilty for the above? Well not guilty more like a lit embarrassed but it's not enough to worry about. I do wonder what people will think when I tell them. That's more of the issue. More so than what people think of me or what I do. Rather of what I like, as in the above. Weird eh? I'm not too concerned about what others think of me but rather what they think of the things I enjoy. Weird I know.

On other notes..........

Spent spring break at my folks'. And let's just say it's time I do other things. Granted I had to take care of the dog, he was due for shots and the folks went to Florida to look at houses (now I thought they had several but nooooooo my father only had ONE in mind. Some times he's does idiot things. THen again don't we all.) But with the brother FINALLY getting out of the nest (he's 29, never left home, now I'm sure that's not a bad thing in other countries but this is America, and yes I was living with them for a while, but I had already been out on my own and THEN moved back), but with everyone gone, my mother is really increasing the alcohol intake. I was thinking of doing a photographic series on that, alcoholism, addiction, something of that nature, but not sure how I'd document that.....It's something that I have to deal with all my life. And it's not been easy....I also went home partly because my father found out he's got an aneurism. Just dandy. And on my way there I'm thinking "why me?" Not why me as why my father, but why me as in, why do I have to deal with the family shit? I mean, my brother lives there. Yet when I was there....I was the one to take the old man to the emergency room every time he thought he was having a heart attack. Am I the only somewhat responsible one in this family? I won't write what I truly want to, because perhaps someone will come across this. Not that it's too big a deal, but I'd rather write things here that have already been told to others, rather than blast people first, without blasting them in person. I like to be one who doesn't talk behind others' backs without them knowing how I feel already. Of course there have been exceptions.....

Another quarter down at SCAD. I really do love it, even though I do complain on occasion. Boy cutting my own mats for my photographs was time-consuming. But now I know how to do it. Now if I can just learn how to build my own frames, I'd save a shitload of money. I'll try to post the series I did for my Photo class. I have to get them scanned. It's been a long time since I was up til 4am! But we had a blast. Made a friend, more like a photo buddy. She is cool though. Reminds me of me at 23. She is graduating but hopefully we'll stay in touch.

I know I had more shit to post. Oh I was thinking about the types of friends I have, but I'll have to post that another day. I actually did write them all down!