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i'm just having one of those days where I can't think of a title for this. Oh well, titles are overrated hahaha!

let's see, i had SO much to write and now i can't remember shiot. go figure. so much to do so many OTHER things to do that i forego what i should do......anywayyyyy...

i've been doing some shopping on eBay and I think I better stop for now. Since I'm a student living off loans need to round up my spending! Anyhoo got myself a nice lens for my camera finally!!!! And it's a dream! No I didn't pay that much for it, so far it works. I'm always afraid of that. So far so good. NOW you know when you get so excited about something, you feel great. Then something comes along, and pops that balloon!? Well I was so excited about my lens that I didn't realize it was going to be bigger in diameter compared to the one I was using. SOOOOOOOOOO, my bubble burst or my balloon deflated when I realized that the filters I use won't fit my new lens so I have to get NEW filters! ACHK! Well anyhoo, guess where I got them? You bet eBay! So I'm just awaiting my new filters and I received my color viewing filters today for color printing. Yes people that's right, I can print my own color photos! It is so neat and so much better than getting them done at Smallmart! Yea sure they are cheap, but my photos will look SO much better! Maybe I'll scan some for ya. Oi, that's another thing to buy on my list......a scanner. I don't want a consumer scanner either. You see, the things I want, are *cha-ching*! Yep that's me champagne taste and beer money. Although I don't want the normal *girlie* things. Well sometimes, but for the most part, my desires reside in the technological field, photographic to be exact. So I want that high-dollar scanner that does it all ---- scans any 2D item (photo, paper, etc.), scans negatives, and scans slides. YEa yea I hear *them* whoever *them* is saying that film and chrome (slides) are going to be obsolete. Well I disagree! AS long as I'm around I know I'll still be shooting with a film camera so *stickin my middle fingers out to all those digital folks*!

Ok. Anyhow, I'm sure I'm confusing y'all, cause I"m confusing myself here. *takes deep breath* Damn I forgot how much better I feel when I meditate. I won't discuss my sister situation.....too stressful and well just don't feel like typing all that shit.

OHOH, some interesting facts I learned! Well to me they are. Ok. Now. THink about this. Cause I'm sure none of ya have before. Well maybe you do but I know I didn't until I learned this shit. When you get up to pee in the middle of the night, or whate3ver you get up to do.....do you realize you don't see in color?? No shit. When it is extremely low light, your eyes don't register color because you are using the rods in the back of your eyes or somewhere, I don't know all the technical shit, but the rods just let you see in low light in black and white. The cones in your eyes somewhere are what allow you to see in color. Cool eh? Yea yea whatever, I thought it was cool. So you guessed it, the next night or whenever I had to go pee at 3am (I hate doing that, when I drink too much water later in the evening then I gotta get up from a sound sleep and go pee. Most times I gotta run cause I have such good bladder control that I wait til the last possible minute, right when I feel the damn about to break, literally!) I made sure I paid attention to what I was seeing and damned if it isn't true, you really don't see any color. Well of course you will if you turn the light on, silly! IT's LOW LIGHT that you see only in black and white. I thought that was neat.

Let's see. Oh I gotta check these books out from the library! I'm sure I'll have more later.


........such is my life............

Sayonara!