What a Beautiful Day

yet I have to go to the photo lab. Bummer! I'm thinking twice about taking summer classes now I tell ya. I mean who wants to be inside on a beautimous day and work in a DARKROOM?! Not I. But then again I have no life really so I wouldn't be doing a whole hell of a lot outside haha!

Well my sister has again moved, hopefully for the last time for awhile into her own apartment. FUnny........how she has the money to get all new accessories for the home (i.e., bathroom sets, towels, among other new stuff) yet she is bitching and moaning she had no food. SOmething's not right with his picture. But I won't go there.......again.........just stresses my ass OUT.

I painstakingly watched briefly a TOm Cruise interview. Ya know, I am just not into this guy. Never really was. Now OK I do own the TOP GUN DVD and Soundtrack, but I really don't love Top GUn for TOm Cruise........ICEmaaaaaaaan O Boy. Whew anyway. :Plus it reminds me of that time period in my life. Granted it wasn't the greatest, I was so despondent and moody, but I did have a few bright moments. Does anyone have something they have that just reminds them of a time or event from the past that makes them smile? Now I don't live in the past, but from time to time I'll go into that mode and look back on something with, I guess with a feeling of quiet happiness. I am not one of these people that gets extremely excited over anything, well not too much, unless it's something I purchased (like my recently new camera lens), but people and events usually don't get me into that extreme happy mode. I have never been. I've always had an even happy keel when it comes to being happy. I am not all bubbly and shit. I do get happy, but I guess I don't get all emotional and wickedly physical about my happiness. So anyway, Tom Cruise....I can't stand him actually. I'm actually tired of hearing the TomKAT shit, I don't give a rat's ass about that Scientology shit. You know, you don't see John Travolta preaching that shit all over, or Lisa Marie Presley, or whoever else is a scientologist do ya? Well I haven't, maybe they have and you'll correct me, but I just can't stand people that must try to change everyone else's views to their own because they think theirs are right. THat is a total turn-off, whether it's religion or being a vegan or anything else. Just share the information, don't push the shit on me. I totally push back with my own opinion, even if I'm not strong on it haha. You should have heard the conversations I would get into with my tai chi instructor. I called him a born-again vegan, because he USED to eat meat, smoke, drink, do all the shit a man does, PLUS being soldier he did more. And now he eats Tofurkey for Thanksgiving, and would preach to his students how we shouldn't eat meat cause it stays in your gut forever and makes ya sick and whatever *I'm feeling an eyeroll coming on and he's not even here*. But what kills me is he seems to have forgotten that so many years back he did the same shit. Granted, I'm all for change, and if he does not want to do those things anymore that's great, but DON"T PREACH to ME that I SHOULD change MY habits because YOU DID and now you realize it's the best thing FOR YOU and that you seem to have forgotten you were one of us!

I just can't stand all that shit. THat's why I don't go all out to sell this shit for work. If people want photos of their newborns they'll buy it. Granted I'll show them some things but Im' not going to push anything on them. If people want announcements I'll help them decide. But I'm not going to shove these things down their throats, ESPECIALLY after they've only had a baby one or two days ago. I'm not a salesperson. Uh uh. Couldn't make a living at it. Guess I'm resigned to living out my meager existence, well not sure what I'll be doing but it won't be making thousands of dollars selling shit that people don't need. And I"m ok with that.