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Yea I know, my new adopted virtual pet is fucking HUGE. I can't put him anywhere else. Goddamn monkeys! They are cute tho when you scroll on em, and he moves from tree to tree and then falls off!

Ok enough fuckin around. He will probably come off soon. Unless I can fix this shit. Hey I may be a photo major but I haven't done websites yet. Least not a whole lot. That and the fact I don't have time to learn the shit. Wish you could learn it by osmosis. Yea that would be cool LOL

Today is my LAST day of fun/freedom. The rest of the week I work and the weekend I'm off to Marietta for more shit to go through, see the ex, fix the truck up (needs a CV and wheel bearings replaced), um check on the dog, take in the mountains (thank GOODNESS) and whatever else I can do in two to three days. Then the summer quarter begins *groan*. Well it won't be too bad I'm hoping. Already have the syllabus for one class (I'm taking TWO art history classes, joy!) So I'm planning on getting my books ASAP. Cheapest on half.com.

I'm getting a headache and I'm going to sit and veg out on the couch. It's been raining all day thanks to Alberto. But that's ok I'm going to watch some JCVD (that's JEAN CLAUDE VAN DAMAGE, total eye candy nothing more so don't give me the 'he can't act shit'), and whatever else I decide to watch and just drink tea and water (today is my fasting day ugh). I already worked out, showered, cleaned some, now going to give myself a manicure and maybe bring old BOB out (depends, but I'm feelin a little froggy (yea that's redneckspeak -- STFU -- hanging out with them too much I guess LOL)

But earlier I began to wonder, am I like my mother? I know I have some postures that are like her, same with my dad. I also took some photos today of myself. I figure why the fuck not. I'm working on a series of something. Not sure yet. Usually I like to position myself properly to make me look the most flattering, but I"m like fuck it. Just shoot it. This is what I somewhat look like. I say somewhat because what I see in the mirrors looks a lot better than what the camera picks up. Granted I have thick thighs, a muffin-top stomach, and whatever, but it seems to look better in the mirror. I cringe when I see my self-portraits on film. Unless I am highly posed or have someone else doing it right. But, I really am tired of worrying about that anymore. Anyway what was I saying? Oh am I like my mother. Well I don't have her tendency to be a neat freak, although she isn't so anal about that anymore since she works a lot. I certainly don't drink nor smoke. Well I drink just on occasion. I do like the old Bette Davis movies, and other old B&W movies. Those are great movies. Granted I like my cheese and eye candy, but a real good movie, gotta go with the classics. Oh and the Bowery Boys, Hitchcock, etc. yea I got those likes from my mom. I think I am more like my dad. Oh well, too much thought is giving me a bigger headache on fasting day.

I meditated........now I feel better about all the fucking BANGING downstairs (I do really...)
I yogaed......now I'm .1% more limber than when I woke up, so I'm on my way
I pilated......now I'm 50% sore from using my 'core' and other muscles that really need to be in shape

Photo stuff all at least in one area. Now to put everything in their respective compartments. I have a lot of photo stuff. Should sell one camera (I have six cameras!) Should sell binoculars (they could count as a camera as they do have a camera on them, GREAT for concerts, needless to say that was the last time I used it). Got more books up on eBay. Made $50 woohoo selling two.

Fuck......I'm hungry

It's usually not so bad if I am busy. And I don't want to be busy today.

But I am thinking about food. ARG?H!

Bought new trail running shoes. YAY! Now I MUST get out there and WORKOUT! I love getting new clothes and apparel. Need to make a trip to the Goodwill or something, but I so hate rifling through shit to find that one jewel, and in most cases that jewel just doesn't fit. I can't get pants/shorts anywhere besides New York and Company, which sucks cause I just don't have the finances for that. Sigh.

o0o0o Maybe the ex will get me that straw hat I want......I do look hot in it haha!

Would you buy underwear, bras and socks from a consignment/secondhand store? Um not me. I was looking through the deduction lists for what you can deduct when donating, and it lists clothes, with subcategories and in amongst that was underwear, bras and socks. EW EW EW. Hell I don't even buy shoes from those second hand places. Actually I've only gone a couple three times. Bought some shirts and jeans. Lucky finds. Still have two of the jeans although the one pair has some choice holes.....I need to patch......I love those jeans!

O well Oprah is on. Not a big fan but I will see what is on. Then watch my movie and of course Dr. Phil. O yesterday's was hysterical. Mother-in-law show. THank goodness I will not have a mother-in=law. Now I know most aren't so bad, but come on, do you ever really know if they REALLY like you? My ex's mom is crazy (seriously, she's schizophrenic and apparently looks like cousin IT, I never met her but my dad saw her once at the flea market LMAO), and I know how to deal with those. It's the pseudo-crazy people I can't handle.

Ok I digress and head hurts. Need more tea. Green. Peppermint (not feeling well in the digestive area). Red (tastes so good).

Water.....damn my plants are overflowing.......