One Piece or Two?

How many bathing suits does one have? How many is too many? Do I get one for every day of the week? Do I need more than one of each? I don't freakin know. I'm trying to not have so many "things" but on the other hand, when I wear one of my bathing suits, which I only own two, then I wear the other one and then well, they are both in to be washed and then I'm SOL. Ok I guess I don't have to wash them right away but being at the beach, with all the sand and sweat and ocean, I just feel they need to be washed. I guess I could just do a rinse......but I"m debating on whether I actually need another one. I have one bikini and one one-piece. I actually had more but threw them all away, for one thing they were too big. So now the dilemma is........do I need to add to the collection. Perhaps maybe one more will be fine. I don't really look good in bikinis, especially with my pasty-white ass, or stomach and legs rather, but I don't really care about that. Well I DO but not that much. Hell i'm too old to care. Then again, I don't want to go around looking like a used leather handbag because I spent my time getting tan, which I don't do so that wouldn't even be me. I'd rather not die of SKIN CANCER seeing as I burn rather than tan.

Ya know, as a Libra I should be, according to that astrological crappage, a social butterfly. But alas I am not. I am slowly becoming ok with that. It's not easy. When the roomie was in here, it was ok until after three days. Then I was like, um, it's time for her to go. I like my space. I haven't lived by myself ever. Until now. And it's so nice. O at first I was having a hard time with it. I liked having people IN the house, but I didn't need to be AROUND them 24/7. So moving from having others in the house to having no one, was hard to adjust to. But I've adjusted. I like having one or two people over, maybe three. Or going over someone's place with a few people. But I don't like being in a crowd. Especially with people I don't know. This kid in my Speech class summed it up, when he said, for him, he likes being AROUND people, likes to hear and see them interact, he's more comfortable observing. THat is how I feel. I am more of an observer. I don't like a lot of attention. I like knowing there are others around, but I don't necessarily have to talk all the time. I like being around people, and I would like to interact a little more. And if I am going to work in the photographic field, IF I do that is, I need to be more comfortable around others and I am not. So...I am attempting to get more involved. It's petrifying for me. I'm almost phobic about socializing. So....I am joining an outdoor type of club here. They play volleyball every Sunday so far at a bar in town. I used to play volleyball. The funny thing is, I used to play with people I met off the internet. Funny, I know. If I've talked to them a while I'm good, even if I've never met them. But anyway, when I get back from going out of town. I hope to at least start doing something with this group. They have outings almost every week, hiking, etc. I have to work myself up to it though. Strange I know. I mean life is short and I'm worrying about working my way into a group of strangers to play volleyball, hike or camp or whatever. Fear....