Must have more days off

........but then I'll be broke. *sigh*

Went to the beach twice today. Once to walk/exercise and the second time to lounge. I haven't done that in a while. Funny, I live at the beach but hardly go. And I miss the mountains. funny how that works.

Was nice having a girls day out. These are the same girls I went to the museum with and it was fun today. Crystal is a tad younger than me, from NC and a bit of a country girl. She's pretty cool though. Mostly Irish and has nice red hair (which I wish I HAD!). We all had our 'kinis on, which I think I should have worn a one piece but after seeing some of those people out there? I don't give a rat's patootie anymore really. I don't know why I do anyhow. But I'm a chic.

Now that I'm on this SparkPeople, it's really motivating me. They have teams and message boards and all that kinda stuff. I joined a Shutterbug team and I believe it will really help me in the inspiration department! Lots of positive people on there. Why can't they live near me?? We have to join the Flickr account, but I already have one. Just don't post up there!

If I had more reliable internet I'd be on here more. But as it is I am not. But then again I don't want to spend all day online and adjusting photos and shit. I don't like to fiddle with things in photoshop and nowadays that seems the way to go. Maybe I'm just damn lazy. Fine by me. I'm not so artsy that I want to do all this trouble for one fucking photo.

Oh, speaking of photo stuff, VH1 is accepting applications for photographers! Wait. It's for another reality show. I've been waiting for a photography one! But I doubt I will do it. I so don't do well on camera. I look awful for one thing (and not my looks, but my 'camera face'. I'm pale so the redness in my skin shows up on camera. Let's just say I"m not pleasing to the camera). Another thing is, I don't have this crazy or funky or perky personality. Not that I would be a dud on camera because nowadays I'm beginning to just say the shit I want to say. But I'm not dramatic either. If anything is my downfall it's that I'm not camera worthy. That's why I'm BEHIND it!

You have to send in a damn video, some prints, and I like my stuff, but it's not contemporary. It's not cutting-edge. But we'll see. I have to look at the stuff they want.