Piss off

Now I put myself in a pissy mood. I hope this rum and pineapple makes me feel better.

It's too damn cold in this place. Only less than two months. THen I'll be nice and toasty.......

My niece is now moody. AT 11 she is a woman. That just kills me. Anyway, it's not just hormones. I don't know if I mentioned it, but my sister won the court custody thing again. The jackass then proceeds to tell his daughter that he can't believe she changed her mind about living with him (which was an idea HE placed in her head and since she doesn't see him much, of course she wants to live with him, she doesn't understand the ramifications of what might happen if she did move away from her mom). He spent all that money on her and she changes her mind.

Tell me, what kind of father says that to his daughter? She doesn't understand that shit the way we do. Anyway, the jackass' third wife starts in on my niece about how they weren't going to call her anymore and find out when she was coming to visit and that if my niece didn't call them, then they would know she doesn't care.

Come on.

It's a good thing I wasn't there with them. I'd fucking .............do something horrible.

So of course my niece was upset when she came back from dinner and how do you explain to an 11 year old that her dad and stepmom are assholes? Why would an adult talk to a child that way?

Anyway, that was last month and the other day my niece called her father and he proceeded to do the "whoa is me" routine since she didn't call earlier. You know, I don't get upset when my niece would rather spend time with her friends than me. I don't get pissy when she doesn't want to talk to me on the phone. She's growing up. She is learning to be independent. On occasion she will call me. We do have a "Pushing Daisies" date on Wednesdays with dinner. I'm fine with that.

I am a firm believer that a lot of adults should simply not have kids. I was at the gas pump the other day and this guy who was pumping gas was yelling at some other guy who was in the parking lot. This gas-pumper had a woman and a little boy in the truck. The gas-pumper was cursing up a storm, F'ing thing and F'ing that. Wanting to fight this guy right there for some reason or other. THe other guy was cursing and using fighting words too. Ok. Tell me why you would carry on like an asshole in front of a child? That kid probably already curses up a storm and he was only 7 or 8. He probably picks fights in school. I am really worried for the state of the world when these kids grow up.

I know what this will sound like to a lot of people. But I am all for putting something in babies at birth to prevent procreating until ready. THe only problem is, who would be the appropriate person to determine which person was ready to procreate? Yea, that would lead to a whole new set of issues........

On other issues...........

crap my mother and brother have birthdays this month. Thank goodness I bought my cards early. Now I hope I mail them on time.

My sister's birthday is this month too.

I have to find my birth certificate. I want to know what time I was born. And what day. I mean the day not the number. I know what date I was born silly.

I am going to scan some photos tomorrow. ONe of them is my hospital photo. I look mad haha.

I don't want to do my dishes. And I have a lot of them to do.

I think OJ should go to prison.

I think Dwayne Chapman's show should not have been pulled off the network.

I saw a deer at the beach. Well not AT the beach but on the island. It was coming out of the woods. I was enthralled. (didn't have my camera.......)

I've got to pee