Pissin people off

apparently is what I do best! Yay me!! After the blowup I had on the phone with 'that woman' at work who is taking charge but isn't (according to her), I get this email:

Hi Just wanted to send an email. Gary will be in town on wed and thurs. He would like to meet with all of us about holiday stuff. I need to know when and where you would like to meet. It is all up to ya'll. I have tried in the past to help everyone to be on the same page and it is working against me. so some one needs to figure out the when and where and let everyone know. i am sorry if my stepping up to get us to act as one has bothered any one and I just want to let you know i will not be doing it anymore. Thanks Joann

I am just pissed off that no one told us what was going on. It's like a secret. *whispers* hey I'll put you in charge but don't tell anyone* If she was helping everyone get on the same page it didn't work because I wasn't even in the same book.

I suppose I'm made too big a deal over it. One of the other photographers said not to even let it get to me.

So I wondered if I should apologize.

I wondered if I should even go to the meeting. He can tell me about it all later.

I just feel like communication sucks BIG TIME. I know I could be working in much worse conditions.

I also just hate lies. I mean, why lie about being in charge? I asked her point blank on many occasions if she was in charge and I get a flat out NO to an "I Don't Want to Be". When in fact the main office has her on the list as being in charge. NEWS to me and everyone else in the hospitals.

Well I've spent enough time on this shit. If I still have a job, I'm just going to go about my business until I leave.

Every time I speak up, I am in the hot seat and apparently cause all kinds of problems. Everyone else can think the same thing that I do and I am the only one speaking up about it so I'm the one that is the target. But I'm tired of keeping my mouth shut.