Socrates is some kinda smart scientist or somethin

i swear to god, that's what this girl said when she picked up a book that was on the table at the bookstore. i thought i was going to blow snot. i mean come on. what the hell are people going to school for? then again, i AM in georgia. sheesh. it almost makes me want to cry.

ok, i'm swiping from a blog again, who had swiped from another blog, etc etc. but i like this kinda stuff. reminds me to have to check out Mistress' blog, she sometimes has some interesting stuff, well to me it is anyhow.

Step 1: Pick a band or singer

Step 2: Answer the following questions about yourself, using only song titles from that band or singer

Step 3: Post

Velvet Chain

Describe yourself: "Strong"
How do some people feel about you: "I Don't Care"
How do you feel about some people: "Treason"
How do you feel about yourself: "Eerie"
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: "Fall Away"
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend: "Warm"(he's not current, but not really ex, just an asshole, i mean a guy, it was a toss up with "I Spy" but for the lyrics)
Describe where you want to be: "Floating Away"
Describe what you want to be: "Warm Bad Kitty Mix"
Describe how you live: "Beyond Time"
Describe your current mood: "Sour Times"
Describe how you love: "Spectrum Analyzer"
Share a few words of wisdom: "Lovin' Ain't So Easy"

well that's my stance for right now. will change i'm sure my band choice will change etc. when i'm in a different mode.

what else was i going to write. nothing important probably. just that i pissed off my father yet again woohoo. that's cause he just can't understand that i just don't want to talk. to anyone. just don't talk to me. leave me alone, go about like i wasn't here. just say hi and leave. why? because he's annoying. with his stupid hand gestures, in my face, over my food while i'm cooking. really, i need that "personal space" cause i don't want you spitting on my food. and his denial of my mother's addiction just sends me into a tailspin some days. but i won't go there. i'm just trying to deal with it the best way i know how, and that's to avoid it. what can you do when no one sees the problem and when pointed out they look at you like you have three heads? so *shrugs* until i move, i'm just plugging away. guess that's where i get some of my quirks from. how people think i' don't open up. with the right person i do, then i usually get screwed. so why fucking even bother?

i think there was something else. i think i was going to get all deep. but to hell with that. i'm deep enough in this damn rain we are having hehe. o i bought some new books, i love my fantasy books. are vampire books fantasy? anyhow it's a series by Laurell Hamilton, and i just love them. something sensual, dark, erotic, lonely yet full of life about the whole thing. anyhow i won't bore you with my lust for that kinda stuff lol, plus some of the characters are like to die for, at least according to MY visuals. hell even some of the names. i wonder what kind of world we'd have if there were those creatures around, not just vampires, but the other stuff. i would certainly be in shape that's for sure lol.

let's see what else. nothing. i guess my thoughts throughout the day got forgotten. i've got tons of photos to take, scan (sorry RUU!), cleaning up, packing, hair cut, i just want to get this shit done. and i have too much stuff. i have half a mind to just throw every last thing out, but i'll regret that. LOL. WHY o WHY did i have to be a pack rat?!?!?! oh yea, i'm wondering if legislation has been decided upon on the seatbelt laws for trucks down here. don't need one in a pickup truck, but they are supposed to debate that. now i know, i should wear one, and i do on occasion, but i don't want to hear it. just nice to have the option without getting slapped with a damn ticket. hell my close friend wore one and he almost died cause of it. not that that's a good enough reason, but hell.