I meditate. I burn candles. I drink green tea...............and still I want to smack someone.

Thursday, August 11, 2005

I wish Self would just shut up

She talks too loud. She just won't shut up and I don't want to hear her anymore. Today she was yelling. Some days she's ok, in what she is telling me, but today she is trying to do the right thing and I won't listen. LOL. I just hate being in an uncomfortable position, possibly making people sad or hurt them. But tis better to do it than have it happen to me. Not that it's really bad. Just that I need to let my employer know I'm leaving. And hate to say but this is only one of two jobs where I actually liked EVERYone I worked with.

Plus Self is getting on my nerves with my appearance and personality and just me. I can't stand to look in the mirror today. I'm also cranky. Moving on fumes today since i was up til 3am. Ugh.

Self, go to bed

2 comments:

kimmyk said...

is this like an out of body experience i'm witnessing here or what?

if my self was talkin to me like that-i'd cram a chocolate bar down her throat and tell her to shut the fuck up.

ladylongfellow said...

Funny how you call yourself "Self"....and I call myself "bitch!" I say, "Bitch, get ya shit together! Bitch what were you thinking?" Also funny how we also only do this..when we are pissed off at "self" or "bitch!" Least I feel better...lol...you ain't right either! hehe