*Sigh*

well, it's almost over. and my drawing looks like shit i tell ya. i hope to have them photographed and posted sometime in the near future. this shit is killing me. so many doubts run in my head.

Am i doing the right thing?
Will i get through my classes?
Will i be able to get a job in my field

yadda yadda and the list goes on

i have more worries with my truck and it's about killing me. although i will make a call to the transmission shop the guy in the auto shop told me about. i hope to god they either can fix whatever my issue is without a rebuild or it isn't the transmission, and they don't screw me. cause i really rather prefer to be screwed with my legs OPEN. or at least to be able to feel it (ya size matters, although in my case i'm thinkin it could be pretty small and i'd still feel it, works wonders when you bust your own hymen haha).

i know i'm hard on myself, but it seems like everything is happening at once. or almost. hell it practically is. now i find out that the damn university offers my degree back in atlanta. wish they had decided that earlier the fucktards. oh well, off to finish this shitty drawing........