I meditate. I burn candles. I drink green tea...............and still I want to smack someone.

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Don't Freak Out, Don't Freak Out, Don't Freak Out

that's my new mantra. Because I'm really trying not to. What I thought would only be one class left to take, has turned into f*(#$ing three. Or at least two. I can take the third if I want a minor, but I barely have enough money for the one class. So......I am so not sure what to do. I am working this summer, but that MIGHT cover one class, because I still need money to 1) live and 2) well live. I have a large credit card bill, and was even thinking of charging one class......but not two. I mean I'm already in debt.......but damn I don't want to have to pay when I"m in the fucking grave.........I am applying for scholarships but those haven't been forthcoming in the past. So I can't really count on that. I'm maxed out in loans......I don't have many options.........

So

I'm trying not to freak out.

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